Tuesday, December 28, 2010

Christmas in Chaing Mai

So my school planned a field trip to Chaing Mai this weekend. They plan several trips throughout the year for the “smart classes”. The rest of the students had mid-terms on Thursday and Friday, but since we do not test our kids in English class, the foreign teachers were invited to go along. Christmas in Chaing Mai!

On Wednesday I set off on an overnight bus with 40 students and 6 other teachers. Getting there was kind of a nightmare.  We had to switch buses 4 different times and ended up sitting on the side of the highway with all of our luggage for almost 2 hours. After arriving about 5 hours later than planned we had a quick bite to eat followed by a full day of site-seeing.

On Thursday we started off at an umbrella factory where we got to see Thai people hand painting umbrellas and fans. This was followed by a trip to the hot springs. Thursday night we went to the famous night bazaar to do some shopping

On Friday we got up early and headed to Doi Suthep the highest mountain in Thailand. To get there we had to pile all the kids into song-taus to drive up the winding mountain roads. After walking around the top and viewing what a traditional hill-tribe village looks like, we went to the Doi Suthep temple. The temple was amazing and had a gorgeous view of the city of Chaing Mai. After descending the mountain we headed to a botanic garden. After a quick break for lunch we spent the afternoon at the  Chaing Mai zoo. We went to the aquarium and got to see the famous pandas. So cute! From the zoo we went to have dinner and watch a traditional Thai dance performance.

We headed back to U-Thong on Saturday. On the way back we stopped at a really old temple in Lampang which was really cool. The bus ride home was filled with lots of very loud techno music, just plain odd variety shows, and of course karaoke. I started to go a little crazy after about 2 hours of the "greatest love songs of 2010". 

Overall the trip was really fun. We did a lot of touristy stuff and I wish we could have spent more time in the actual city of Chaing Mai, however, I plan to go back there so I guess its good I got all the super touristy stuff out of the way. I was a little worried that I would have to be “chaperone” and have to watch the kids the whole time, however the Thai teachers were surprising lacks about supervision. The kids were very well behaved and pretty much free to do as they pleased. It was fun to hang out with the Thai teachers and my Chinese roommate and spend some time in the cooler weather up north!
  
So, my Christmas was spent in Chaing Mai watching a traditional Thai dance performance. I don’t think I could have gotten further from Christmas at home. It definitely felt weird to not be doing all of the "Christmasy" things I am used to doing every year. I guess I felt a bit removed from Christmas here considering it wasn't really acknowledged at our school or in our town. Other than a few occasional signs, a Christmas tree here, some lights there, it didn't really exist for me.  I still  missed my friends and family very much and wish I could have spent the day with you all!  I hope you all had a wonderful holiday!

Looking forward to New Years!  

Saturday, December 18, 2010

Puud Pasa Thai Nidnoi

One of the most frequent questions I get here in Thailand is “do you speak Thai”. My response is always “nidnoi”, meaning a little bit.  Since getting adjusted here in Thailand I have been wanting to learn to speak more of the language so that I can actually hold a conversation with a Thai person. I have learned a few key phrases and words that has definitely been enough to get me by, but I would really like to learn more. I was excited when OEG sent me a link to a language school in Bangkok that was offering a REALLY good deal on 30 hours of Thai language and culture classes. I decided this was my chance to improve my “nidnoi” status so I signed myself up. I headed to Bangkok this weekend to try out a few classes.   It was well, an interesting experience…..

The class was not at all what I expected. Apparently at this school they focus on the listening aspect and not so much the speaking. Their philsophy is that you can learn a language simply by observing and listening. So in each class there are two teachers and they basically just converse with each other in Thai and gesture and draw pictures so you can attempt to follow their conversation.

In the first class they talked about how the world was going to end in 2012 and how they wanted to be able to fly to the moon. Then they discussed the 3 items that they would take with them on their trip……not exactly a useful conversation I plan on having with a Thai person.

In my next class one of the teachers literally talked about toilets for 20 minutes. This included some very awkward gesturing involving actually using the toilet….. I think spending 2 minutes covering the Thai word for toilet would have sufficed.

All in all I am not so sure about these classes, however, I did learn what it must be like for my students when I talk at them in English and make weird gestures and drawings. 

Thursday, December 16, 2010

Happy Very Much

This week I decided to teach my students a little bit about Christmas. It is a holiday that is not really celebrated here. After teaching some Christmas vocab, I had them all make Christmas cards. I was a little worried that they would think it was stupid but they absolutely LOVED it. They all go so in to it and really made some amazing cards. I was actually quite surprised that the students knew so much about Christmas. They knew words like Santa, reindeer and elf and their drawings completely blew me away. I hung up a few of my favorite cards in my office :)

A few of my students from one of my favorite classes actually took the time to write little messages instead of the standard “Merry Christmas” or “Happy New Year” Here is a sampling of their writing:

“Wish u happy with everything. Wish u have a good life and good health. In your stocking have…gift!”

“I wish you are merry Chrismas and happy in new year verry much”

“I whit everybody happy very much in Christmas day and new year”

“I wish your are happy very much and your family have a wall being so much”

I could not help but smile from ear to ear as my students handed in their cards and said “teacher, teacher we love you!” Teaching has been such a rollercoaster with really miserable classes followed by classes that make me smile and laugh. This was one of those classes that made me really appreciate teaching knowing that these kids actually enjoyed coming to my class and learning English. It also felt good to know that I am not a complete failure as an English teacher. A wonderful Christmas present!


Sunday, December 12, 2010

A little Christmas cheer

We had another three day weekend (Constitution Day) this week. December rocks. Only one full week of teaching this month! Instead of jetting off again to somewhere far away, I decided to take it easy this weekend.  I have not been feeling well after a nasty sinus infection and I definitely have not been sleeping well here. I was in no way wanting to take on a full day of traveling to go anywhere. I decided that I needed a laid back weekend by myself with no agenda and no pressure to run off to do things and see things. It honestly felt really good.

I decided to head to Bangkok. Not exactly what you think of when you want a relaxing weekend to yourself. Bangkok is busy, noisy, crowded and can be very overwhelming. I have to say my opinion of Bangkok sort of changed this weekend. I didn’t have anywhere to be or any real plans. Bangkok is so much easier to manage when you are not in a rush to get somewhere. I stayed near Khao San Rd. in a very nice guest house. I was able to catch up on my sleep on the most comfortable bed ever. It is really sad when you look forward to staying at a hostel or guest house because the beds are more comfortable than your own.

It was quite nice to travel on my own. I literally had the freedom to do whatever I wanted and did not have to worry about what the other people I am traveling with wanted to do. Don’t get me wrong, I have met some great people here that I love to travel with but it was just a nice change of pace.

I went to the Pak Khlong flower market on Friday night which was truly stunning. I have never seen anything like it. An entire street blocked off with stalls after stalls of vendors selling the most beautiful fresh flowers I have ever seen. Thai people unloading baskets of orchids, daisies, lilies, roses etc. The orchids were the most beautiful colors of purple and pink. My pictures don’t even do it justice. The street just kept going with more and more flowers being unloaded from trucks. Truly a sight to see.

On Saturday I decided to go in search of some Christmas cheer. I found a few Christmas trees, some lights, and even a Santa Claus or two. It definitely feels weird to be in Thailand for the holidays. It does not feel like Christmas or even December. At all.  It may sound weird but I actually miss the cold weather and the snow. In my search for anything Christmas, I decided to splurge and get a starbucks peppermint mocha. Even though it was too hot outside to be drinking hot coffee, there was something oddly comforting about drinking from my holiday cup and listening to Frank Sinatra Christmas music. It’s funny sometimes what reminds us of home. I am definitely missing a lot of those “homey” things that I am used to doing around this time of year and I miss being with family. I do feel a little better after getting a little taste of Christmas so far away from home.    

I feel 100% better after the weekend and I am ready to take on this week of teaching. The next three weekends will be filled with lots of traveling and exciting places so I am glad that I was able to rest up so that I can enjoy it!  

Monday, December 6, 2010

Koh Chang

We had a 3 day weekend due to the King’s Birthday (Also Father's Day) so I decided to head to the Island of Koh Chang

I think I used just about every mode of transportation possible this weekend. Koh Chang was NOT easy to get to.  To get to the actual island we had to take an hour long ferry ride followed by an hour long song-tau ride up a winding mountain road (pretty interesting journey). The island was definitely worth it though. Koh Chang is one of the largest islands in Thailand and definitely fits my idea of what a tropical island in Thailand should look like. Rugged jungles, beautiful scenery, laid-back atmosphere and beaches that weren’t overcrowded. Definitely a tropical paradise.


Highlights of the trip:

1)      a short jungle hike to a beautiful waterfall
2)      renting a kayak and paddling out to a small nearby island
3)      the best meal I’ve had so far. Masaman curry is my new favorite dish.  Followed by coconut and mango sticky rice for dessert.  Total food coma. J 

It was such a nice relaxing weekend and I can’t wait to go back!  Now its time to transition back to teacher mode for three days before we get another long weekend.

We met a guy at our guest house who said that he had been on Koh Chang about 5 years ago and there was literally nothing there. He was surprised when he came back to see how much had been built. I wonder what it will look like in another 5 years?
  

Tuesday, November 30, 2010

Wedding Crashers

On Sunday night, Tu called and asked if Olivia and I would like to go to dinner with her. We agreed and she and another teacher picked us up around 5:30pm. We had no idea where we were going and got even more confused as we headed out of town. We tried to ask where we were going and she started talking about Kanchanaburi which is about an hour from U-Thong. Were we going to have dinner in Kanchanaburi??? We were totally confused. Then she started talking about weddings and asking how to say bride and groom in English. Apparently one of her former students was getting married. We thought she was just making conversation but about 10 minutes later we pulled into this park which was lit up with neon lights and lanterns. Turns out it was the wedding she was just talking about. 

We pulled up to the parking lot and they got out of the car. Olivia and I started to protest because we were in no way dressed for a wedding. I was in khaki capri shorts and dirty slip on shoes. Tu insisted it was ok and led us into the wedding where we were immediately taken to greet the bride and groom and take pictures with them. Totally awkward. We then were taken to a table. There were at least a thousand people there. Apparently there is no dress code for a Thai wedding and we were not the only people who were dressed causally (thank goodness). There were quite a few people in jeans and flip-flops.  We sat down and drank some soda while Tu chatted away with some of her friends in Thai. 15 minutes later we got up to leave. Olivia and I couldn’t help but start laughing as we had just crashed a Thai wedding. We got back in the car and kept driving. We realized that we were indeed heading to Kachanaburi.

About an hour later we pulled up to a really nice hotel and realized that we were going to be attending another wedding. Really? Two weddings in one night? If I had known, I definitely would have dressed more appropriately. So there we were ready to crash the second wedding of the evening. This wedding was definitely fancier. We sat down and actually ate dinner as we listened to speeches from the mother and father of the bride. This wedding was also quite large and had at least 500 people. Dinner was delicious and they kept bringing us more and more food.

I learned that the actual wedding ceremony is held in a Buddhist temple. After the ceremony they host a big reception. Apparently they don’t care who comes or what their guests wear. The reception was pretty much the same as America with toasts, speeches and cake cutting. There was no dancing however. After the cake cutting the bride and groom left and the guests immediately followed.

Can’t believe I crashed two Thai weddings in one night!

After we left the wedding Tu said that we were going to go see the “bridge over the river Kwae”. We tried to explain to her that we had already seen it during orientation week and we didn’t really need to see it again. It was 9 pm by this point and we were both tired. She insisted that we go saying that the bridge had “light and sound”. We kept trying to tell her we didn't need to go but she drove us there anyway. Turns out there was a huge festival (of course there would be a festival) at the bridge celebrating the end of WWII in Thailand. The bridge was lit up and there was a huge market and live music. There was also a big carnival but we did not go  because it was packed and we couldn’t get anywhere near it. We still walked around the market for a while and enjoyed the celebration. We didn’t get home until about midnight.  Yay for random Sunday night adventures! 

Some things I have learned:
-I am confused about 99% of the time here in Thailand. I never know what is going on.
-There is a festival for just about everything. Thai’s love to celebrate.
-Going out with Tu is always an adventure

Monday, November 29, 2010

Thanksgiving, Monkeys and Harry Potter

Happy Thanksgiving!

On Thursday, Olivia and I headed off to Suphanburi to have Thanksgiving dinner with several other teachers from the program. There were 11 of us total and we started off with dinner at Lin’s Place. On the menu for Thanksgiving dinner was a wonton appetizer, KFC mashed potatoes and gravy, chicken and rice (provided by the chefs at Lin’s), followed by a dessert of delicious pineapple and Thai donuts. Nothing compared to home but overall a pretty tasty Thanksgiving dinner.  We went around the table and each talked about what we were thankful for.

(Side note: the word thankful does not exist in Thai. I found that out when none of my students understood my Thanksgiving lesson…)

Dinner was followed by a trip to the Cowboy Bar which had some pretty great live music and dancing. It was wonderful to be able to spend Thanksgiving with fellow Americans even though we are half way around the world. J 


I didn’t have class Friday because we had originally asked for it off to be able to celebrate Thanksgiving in Bangkok. Our plans changed but we still had Friday off, so Olivia and I headed to Bangkok Friday morning. We hit up Khao San Road (the popular backpacking district) and did a little Christmas shopping. It definitely felt weird to be buying Christmas gifts in Thailand in the 90 degree heat. After spending a lot of baht on gifts we decided to treat ourselves and go see Harry Potter. I almost forgot I was in Thailand until they flipped on the lights at the end of the movie and we were the only non-Thai people in the theater. A great afternoon in Bangkok!

After Harry Potter it was off to Lopburi to see the monkeys!

Got up early Saturday morning and ventured out for a cha yin (Thai iced tea). We were walking around and ended up by the famous ruins, AKA monkey central. We stopped to admire the monkeys and snap a few photos however it was not even a minute before a monkey spotted Olivia’s iced tea. He climbed up her leg and reached for her tea which she quickly gave up. Seeing that there were about five monkeys headed my way, I willing surrendered my drink to avoid the imminent monkey attack. They took our drinks and ran away into the shade to enjoy our delicious tea.

After our close encounter with the monkeys we decided to hit up the famous sunflower fields nearby. It was an hour bus ride outside the city. We walked around the fields looked at the beautiful flowers and then bought some yummy sunflower seeds.
We came back, walked around the ruins, saw some more monkeys and wandered through the museum. I am not going to lie monkeys kind of freak me out. I am pretty glad I don’t live somewhere where they freely roam the streets.


 Coming back from Lopburi was definitely an adventure. We had to come back to U-thong Saturday night as we had to attend an “exhibition” with our school on Sunday. We found this out on Wednesday and couldn’t say no since they had been kind enough to give us Friday off.

We got to the bus station in Lopburi only to discover that there were no more buses to Suphanburi and we would have to wait until the next morning. We were really confused because it was only 3:00pm. We figured out that we could go to Ang Thong and get on a bus to Suphanburi from there, so we got on a rickety old bus and an hour later we got off. Our bus driver was kind enough to wait with us and show us which van to get on. We got to Suphanburi at 6:00pm to find out that there were no more buses or vans to U-thong (what is with the bus schedule??) We were stranded and none of our friends were in town. A song-taw driver offered to drive us for 500 baht however we kindly refused.

We called our teacher friend Tu to ask what we should do. She got on the phone called around and ended up calling the school van to come pick us up. We felt so bad that someone had to drive to come get us (about 30 minutes) but there was no other way to get home. We were thinking we were going to have to wait a long time for the driver to come get us but not even 10 minutes later the van shows up. The driver opens the door and the car is filled with teachers from our school and a few of my students. SO embarrassing. They happened to be in Suphanburi as part of the “exhibition” going on this weekend.  They were all laughing for a good five minutes and we kept hearing the word farang. They thought it was hilarious. I couldn’t help but start laughing too. Traveling is definitely an adventure that is for sure! 
  

Monday, November 22, 2010

Loi Loi Kratong

Sorry this post is really long!  

So this weekend was the celebration of Loi Kratong which is basically a festival to honor the water spirits. Thai people make beautiful boats made out of banana leaves and flowers and release them into the river as a thank you to the water spirits and also to ask for forgiveness for polluting the water. Loi Kratong is celebrated all over Thailand, however our coordinator asked us to stay in U-thong this weekend for the celebration. I was kind of excited to stay in U-thong because I have done so much traveling on the weekends that it was nice to stay close and explore more of our town.

On Friday, one of the Thai teachers offered to show us around U-thong. Her name is Tu and she is amazing. She teaches the commercial (business) classes at the school. She offered to take us to the Wat (or temple) in U-thong.  The Wat is situated up on a hill at the end of the main road in our town. I was excited to go because I have only seen it from a distance as it is too far to walk or ride our bikes.

We showed up at the Wat and it turns out there was a huge market set up for Loi Kratong. Tons of food stalls, people selling souvenirs and clothing, and a huge carnival with games and prizes. The temple itself is huge with different levels as you climb up the stairs. On each level is a different Buddha statue. We walked around the temple for a while and then we saw a huge crowd gathering in the center of the street in front of the Wat. Everyone was carrying balloons. Tu ushered us over to the crowd and bought us each a balloon. We had no idea what was going on but she was able to explain that part of Loi Kratong is also to say thank you to the spirits of the sky so they also release balloons and lanterns during the festival.   We waited as a monk made a special speech and prayer and then the whole crowd released their balloons.

After that we went over to watch a traditional Thai dance performance. The performance was an interpretative dance of the history of Loi Kratong. Even though I didn’t understand any of the narrative, the Thai dancing was incredible. And of course the costumes were amazing. 

After the performance we sat and had dinner and then wandered the market for a while. It was such a neat experience and I am so glad that we had a local Thai to show us around and tell us about the festival.

On Saturday Tu again offered to show us around. She said that she wanted to take us to a “temple with many Buddha”. We said ok and jumped in her car at 7am. We kept trying to ask where this temple was but the only response we got was “very far”.  So we drove through the countryside for about 2 hours. We pulled off onto a dirt road and Tu explained that she was lost and had to stop to ask for directions. So we pulled up into this tiny village and stopped at about every house to ask if they knew where the temple was. Nobody seemed to know so we kept driving. We stopped at one house where a woman was sitting outside weaving a basket. We sat and watched her while Tu was chatting with her in Thai. Later Tu explained that basket weaving was a big deal in this community and that all of the women did it and then sold their baskets at the local market.

We finally figured out that we were in the completely wrong town. So we drove for another hour to another small town. Finally, Tu said that we had arrived. I was expecting to see a magnificent temple however we pulled up to a house with about twenty women sitting outside, all weaving baskets. I was really confused as to how we ended up here. Turns out that Tu gives financial advice to several small businesses around Suphanburi. This group of women had called Tu to come to one of their meetings.  Apparently this group of women weave baskets together and then sell them at the market and share the profit. So, Olivia and I got to sit and watch as these women weaved baskets and talked to Tu about their business. Later Tu explained that the women were struggling to keep up with the demand for the baskets. Each basket takes about 3 days to make and they have many, many orders.

It was such a unique experience to be sitting with these local women. There was such a sense of community. We had a delicious lunch with them followed by a photo shoot. They were fascinated by us and all wanted to take pictures with us. It was such a wonderful surprise. J

After lunch Tu said we were going to find the “temple with many Buddha”. We drove around for a long time and had to stop and ask for directions again. Somehow we ended up at the Boonchawa (?) gardens which is this big park and outdoor vegetable garden. We walked around for a while. It was quite nice.

After that we drove back to Suphanburi. On the way back we stopped at Tu’s family restaurant. We were invited into her home and met pretty much her entire extended family. They kept bringing us plate after plate of fresh fruit and then they cooked us a delicious dinner. They kept bringing out more food! I was so full and they kept asking if I wanted more. Her family was amazing. I definitely wish I could speak more Thai so I could have talked with them.

 We never did see the “temple with many Buddha” but what we got instead was pretty great.

 
Sunday was the actual Loi Krathong festival. It started off with a parade through U-thong. The foreign teachers got to dress up in really awesome hot pink Hawaiian shirts. We were all given a krathong (the boats) to carry during the parade. The parade was actually pretty cool. They had floats made out of flowers and banana leaves that were extremely intricate. Our school had a group of dancers dressed in traditional Thai dresses, a marching band, followed by a few classes of students. The parade was a bit awkward for us foreign teachers. I thought we got stared at a lot on a day to day basis but it was nothing compared to parading in front of the entire town of U-thong. I can’t tell you how many times we heard the word “farang” and how many people were so excited to take our picture.

After the parade we went back to the park where we attended another photo shoot. (Seriously more pictures?) After that we were led down to the river where we released our kratongs. The park was lit up like crazy and they had tons of food stalls and other vendors. There were literally thousands of people. I have no idea where all the people came from because I did not think U-thong was that big. We ate way too much food, including som tom which is one of my new favorite dishes and walked around the park enjoying all the festivities. It was really weird to see so many of my students wearing normal clothing. I could barely recognize some of them. After watching some more traditional Thai dancing, fireworks etc, we decided to go back to the temple where there was the carnival going on. We found a group of Elana’s students (M3) who were so excited to see us and wanted to show us around the carnival. So, we followed a group of 14 year old girls around as they explained what different foods were and then led us through how to make offerings to the many Buddha statues at the temple. It was actually really fun and I think they really enjoyed hanging out with the foreign teachers and practicing their English.

I have never seen anything quite like the Loi Kratong festival. There were literally thousands of people around and so many festivities. It was really a lot of fun. I am so glad that I stayed in U-thong for the celebration and was able to get to know some of the teachers, students, and other local people. Such a great weekend! 

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Random Thoughts and Interesting Tidbits

-I bonded with my Chinese roommate over lunch today. Turns out she speaks pretty good English. (Maybe she was scared to speak it?) She was able to have a full conversation in English and I learned that she is a University student who is here doing a teacher training program. Maybe the living situation may not be so awkward after all?

-I am having a never ending battle with the bugs in my house. Ants are the worst. I get rid of an ant pile only to find that the pile has tripled in size the next day… The bugs here also seem to be about 10 times the size as they are in the States. 

-Mosquitoes are vicious and seem to enjoy my legs and feet despite the layers of bug spray. 

-Geckos are frequent visitors and I also found a frog hanging out in the kitchen.

-It is winter in Thailand. Even though it is 85 degrees Thai people are walking around in sweaters, coats and scarves. I really don’t want to stick around to see what summer feels like if they think this is cold….

-Word of advice: If you step on a sea urchin while snorkeling in Ko Samet, make sure you go to the doctor right away. It could end up getting infected a month later….

-Rabies shots are annoying. However, I will soon be protected in case another dog decides that I am some sort of threat.

-Justin Bieber and Lady Gaga are insanely popular here. I actually heard one of the Thai English teachers teaching the students the words to “Bad Romance” (right after singing Old MacDonald).

-A few of my students were playing scrabble before class the other day. They were so excited to show me their scrabble board when I walked into class. “Teacher, teacher!” they yelled as they pointed happily at the board. They were so proud of themselves, however I did not find a single, actual English word. There were words such as “lat”, “girt”, “sires”, “mune” etc. I can only guess what words they were actually trying to spell. I smiled at them and told them they had done a terrific job. I didn’t want to ruin scrabble for them…

-I found out that the classes in each grade level are ranked 1-11. Apparently 9 is the smartest and most well behaved class (don’t ask me why 9 is the best). 1 is essentially the “dumb” class and has all the “naughty” kids. Why would they put all the worst kids together in the same class?

-I am amazed at how different my classes are. I can teach the exact same lesson and have it be a huge success in one class and a complete failure in another class. I have already had some pretty epic failures….

-This post is what happens when you have too much iced coffee and can’t sleep J


Sunday, November 14, 2010

"Happy Bird-day"

After another somewhat adventurous journey, I arrived in Ayutthaya to spend my birthday weekend with friends and do some sight-seeing.

Friday night five of us went out for a western dinner at Tony’s Place. After a delicious meal of chicken and french fries we headed across the street to listen to some live music. Here we found a band with a singer who I can only describe as a Thai “hippie”. This guy was awesome. Aside from the fact that he was pounding back whiskey shots, he really had no idea the words to the songs he was singing. Songs such as Bob Marley’s “No woman, no cry” didn’t sound quite the same as he was mumbling through the words in a Thai accent.

I got the best birthday present when two of my friends surprised me with a banana chocolate roti birthday cake, candles included. Roti (kind of like a crepe) is one of my favorite desserts here so I was thrilled when they walked up singing happy birthday. The band, seeing that it was my birthday, began singing their rendition of the song. This was quite funny because it sounded like “happy bird-day” (Thai’s have trouble pronouncing the “th” sound in English words). Such a great way to spend my birthday J       

Ayutthaya was the former capital of Thailand (or Siam) and was built in the 1300’s. In 1767 the city was sacked and burned by the Burmese army. The city was left in ruins until they began to restore it in the 1950’s. During the attack the army stole all of the treasures and cut off the heads of the majority of the Buddha statues.

On Saturday we decided to rent bikes so we could ride around to all of the ruins. This was interesting as we had to cross the river with our bikes first. Hmm…didn’t really think that one though. We ended up getting our bikes onto the ferry (luckily it was about a 2 minute ride) and then attempted to ride down the side streets looking for the ruins. Riding bikes around Thailand is honestly quite terrifying. Again they have no pedestrian side walks or cross walks so you just have to go and hope you don’t get hit by a motorbike or tuk-tuk. We found the ruins and began our tour at the Wat Mahatat.  

 We spent the majority of the day walking around the ruins which was absolutely amazing. We saw the famous Buddha head wrapped in the tree trunk, the largest Buddha in Ayutthaya and a giant reclining Buddha statue. We also wandered through a huge market and had some delicious snacks. I can’t wait to go back and see more of the temples and ruins we didn’t get a chance to see!

I can’t believe I got to spend my 25th birthday in Thailand. So amazing. 

Sunday, November 7, 2010

Saraburi? Saraburi?

On Friday I decided to hop on a bus to Saraburi to go visit some friends from the program.

I arrived at the bus station in Suphanburi and attempted to ask for a van to Saraburi (vans are twice as fast as buses and definitely the way to travel) “yes, yes, van” they kept telling me but suddenly I was being ushered on to a rickety old bus that had unquestionably seen better days. I didn’t have much time to protest as the bus was already leaving the station.  Hope I am headed in the right direction!

Turns out I was placed on the slow boat to China (or in this case, the slow bus to Saraburi). This bus was slow as molasses and I really thought it was going to break down at any moment. It was also the bus that made stops about every 5 minutes. What I thought would be about a 2 hour journey in a nice air conditioned van turned into almost a 4 hour bus ride through the countryside.

I got quite concerned about hour 3 that I was not headed in the right direction. We were in the middle of nowhere and all of the signs were completely in Thai. About an hour later, still concerned that it was taking way too long, I attempted to ask what time we would be arriving in Saraburi. This was met with confused looks from everybody. “This is the bus to Saraburi right?” I asked. Silence.  More confused looks. “Saraburi?” I kept repeating. Nothing.  Then the lady made a bunch of weird gestures at me that I did not understand and told me to sit down. About 10 minutes later we arrived in Saraburi (thank goodness).

My journey was not over as I still had to figure out how to get to the school where I was meeting my friends. I attempted to ask how to get to the school which was again met with confused looks. “Anuban Saraburi” I kept repeating. Nothing. Finally someone understood and I was ushered to the curb. Suddenly, a motorbike taxi appeared in front of me and the driver was given instructions on where to take me. I hesitantly hopped on the back of the bike (my first time ever on a motorcycle) and we took off weaving through traffic. About 5 minutes later we pulled up to the school. Miraculously, I had made it.

What I thought would be an easy, quick ride tuned out to be quite the experience with a lot of language difficulties. On the positive side I got to see a lot of the beautiful countryside.  Sometimes the journey is just as exciting as the destination. And sometimes you have to put a lot of faith into random strangers. :)            

My time in Saraburi was short and sweet. I wandered through a big night market, tried some interesting street food (I passed on the fried grasshoppers), and met some great people. Ended up at a swanky Thai jazz club followed by a dance club with live music by a band called “Sweet Mullet”.   Wish I could have stayed longer but overall a pretty successful trip! 

Why my students were ditching class...

So Friday was the much anticipated “Sports Day”. This past week most of my afternoon classes were canceled and many of my students didn’t show up to class. I did not understand why “sports day” was such a big deal and why none of the teachers seemed to care if the students attended class. I watched all week as students practiced various sports for hours after school (sometimes until 8 or 9 at night). Even the teachers had their own soccer and volleyball tournaments.  On Thursday they began decorating the huge field in front of the school with tents, signs, banners, flowers etc. The students labored intensively on different colored posters and decorations. I could not believe how elaborate everything was.

On Friday morning we were asked to attend the “Opening Ceremony”.  After the first 5 minutes I finally understood what they had been working so hard on and why they had been ditching class. It started off with a huge parade. The students were all divided up into groups, each represented by a color (pink, yellow, red, green, blue and purple). Each color group had its own “theme” with costumes, banners etc. The costumes were absolutely amazing! I posted some pictures so you can get an idea of how intricate and detailed they were!

After the parade there was a dance (or cheerleading) competition. The girls in costumes from each color group all did a cheer performance.  This was followed by fire crackers, confetti, balloons, and the lighting of a torch (like the Olympics). The whole ceremony was incredible and lasted about 3 hours. The rest of the day was devoted to the actual sports competitions.

I finally get why the school opened early and why so many classes were canceled in preparation for this event. So cool!



Monday, November 1, 2010

So much for making friends with the dogs in my neighborhood...

I arrived at the school after my journey from Bangkok and was walking towards my house. The dogs in my neighborhood immediately began barking, (which is pretty common) and two of them began to follow me. I was told that the best thing to do is ignore them, keep walking, and eventually they will leave you alone. So, this is exactly what I did. I continued walking. Suddenly, one of them bit the back of my leg. Luckily, my Thai neighbors (including a fellow teacher from the English department) were out in the street and saw the whole thing. They immediately sat me down, stopped the bleeding and drove me to the doctor in town. They were extremely helpful and were able to translate between me and the doctor. Luckily the bite was not that deep nor that serious. They cleaned me up, gave me a rabies shot along with some antibiotics. I have to go back a few more times to get the rest of the shots in the series. I am amazed at how friendly and helpful Thai people are and I am so thankful that I have such great neighbors!!


Ping Pong Show?

 So, Bradley (my roommate from Bangkok) and I decided we wanted to explore the Silom area near our hostel. She had heard of a night market nearby so we set off on an adventure. We walked through a very nice part of town and realized that there were a lot of super nice hotels and it was an area that was definitely catering to westerners. On our journey I saw McDonalds, Burger King, Subway, KFC and 5 Starbucks. The streets were crawling with foreigners, mostly Europeans.  We continued on to the Patpong night market.  It was a nice market however we quickly realized that we were in a not so nice area of town (aka the red light district). We strolled through the market but decided to quickly get out of the area. 

For the one millionth time I do not want to see a ping pong show!! (If you don’t know what a ping pong show is, don’t ask. You really don’t want to know. 555).

After a disappointing Thai dinner at Happy Joe’s restaurant (or something to that effect), I broke down and had my first taste of western food. McDonald’s french fries. Hands down, best tasting french fries I have ever had.


Sunday morning I decided to splurge and get a Thai massage. Traditional Thai massages are not at all like the massages in the states. My body was twisted and contorted in ways I didn’t know it could go. My limbs were pushed, pulled and stretched in every possible direction. I was expecting it to hurt a lot but it felt surprisingly good. All of the tension in my muscles was instantly gone. Best $10 I have ever spent. Definitely an experience worth repeating.

     

Sunday, October 31, 2010

Buddha Buddha Everywhere

I decided to head to Bangkok for the weekend. A bunch of the other teachers from the program were all staying at the same hostel so I decided to tag along. The hostel was nice but in a rather strange neighbor. Little India.  After unloading our stuff we decided to venture out for some Indian food. We managed to cram 7 people into a tuk-tuk (I think that’s the new record!) and we had a delicious meal.

On Saturday a bunch of us went back to the Chatachak market (the huge weekend market). It was definitely much different this time. The last time I went it was a Sunday afternoon when everything was beginning to shut down. This time it was a Saturday morning and we saw what the market is truly about. Stalls after stalls of everything you could imagine. Crowds of people trying to make their way through the narrow aisles. People shouting out prices trying to get you to buy their items. It was totally nuts but totally awesome at the same time. After wandering around for a while we headed off to Wat Pho.

Wat Pho is the temple that houses the Reclining Buddha. One of the most famous Buddha’s in Thailand. Wat Pho was much bigger than I was expecting and equally as grandiose as the Grand Palace. The reclining Buddha statue was amazing. I can’t even explain how big it was. I was literally in awe at not only how long it was but also how tall. The Reclining Buddha is meant to represent the Buddha’s dying moment and the moment he reaches nirvana. I have never seen anything quite like it. 
Wat Pho is also famous because it houses more Buddha statues than anywhere else in Thailand, 394 in total. 

Sports Day

So I don’t know if I mentioned, but my school is really in to sports. Almost every student is involved in some sort of sport and the school will be competing in sports day in November (I think this is why our school started early to allow the kids more time to practice? I’m still not clear on this). On Thursday we were told, around 5th period, that 7-9th periods were canceled due to sports practice. Then on Friday my last two classes just didn’t show up. When I called my coordinator to ask what was going on she said, “Oh don’t worry. They are just lazy. They would rather practice sports.” Umm….ok?  Sports are more important than education? I am still getting used to the “mai pen rai” (it doesn’t matter) attitude of the school…

Somehow I was convinced to compete in a sport called paytong(?) with a bunch of the other Thai teachers. I really had no idea what the game was or what I had signed up for but on Friday afternoon I was ushered on to the field. I was given an explanation of the game (in Thai), and after a lot of wild gesturing I finally seemed to understand. I was led into position, with all of my students watching and laughing, and handed a ball. The game is very similar to bocce ball in the states so I caught on to the general objective of the game. My team lost but it was actually a lot of fun. I think we play again next week.

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Reflection

I can’t believe it has only been two weeks. I have done so many amazing things and seen so many amazing places already. And I get to be here for five months? It is time to take a step back and breathe. The past two weeks have been jam packed; a week of orientation in Bangkok (where I learned a mind-numbing amount of information about teaching and Thai culture), visited the Grand Palace, took a day trip to ride elephants and bamboo rafts, started teaching, and had an amazing weekend getaway. How is it possible that I accomplished all of that in such a short amount of time? I am so grateful that I am here and able to experience all that Thailand has to offer. I can’t imagine what the next 5 months are going to hold for me!


Things I have learned about Thailand so far:

-Thai people are exceptionally friendly. They will go out of their way to help you in any situation.

-Thai people will also laugh at you. A LOT. Everything I do seems to get stares, giggles and out right laughs from the locals.

-Hearing the term “farang” (foreigner) is extremely common. It’s one of the only words I can pick out of a Thai conversation and it generally means they are talking about you. (Interesting fact: farang also means guava. Let’s hope Thai people like to talk a lot about guava.)

-Thai kids have their own form of “LOL”. When texting or chatting they type “555”.   5 in Thai is “ha” therefore they are literally typing ha ha ha.

-Stray dogs are everywhere. Some of them look pretty mean….I am working on making friends with the ones in my neighborhood

-The language barrier is becoming increasingly difficult. Especially when trying to order food. When in doubt always point. Or use words like kaew (rice) and gai (chicken) and see what comes out.

-Even when you try to speak in Thai, most people still can’t understand you.

-Thai students are really cute. When you walk by they will shout random English words that they know.  

-In Thailand, most buildings and homes have spirit houses. Thai’s believe that all things have spirits so they build these little houses and make offerings to keep the spirits happy. Even the most run down buildings and areas of the city you will see beautiful, elaborate spirit houses outside.

-Nobody in Thailand walks. Anywhere. You will get strange looks if you are walking down the street. Maybe I should get a scooter??

-Transportation is surprisingly easy. (Unless you are attempting to get a van from Victory Monument…anyone else have this problem??)

-Food stalls are amazing. You can get a great meal for about $1

Monday, October 25, 2010

Beaches, Snorkeling, and a Full Moon Party

Such an amazing weekend! I found out on Friday that I had Monday off (random holiday?) So I decided to head for the beach. A couple of other teachers I met during the program were already there so, on a whim I hopped on a van, a bus and a ferry to the Island of Ko Samet. Our hotel was right on the beach and it was beautiful. I found out as soon as I got there that this weekend was a full moon and there was going to be a "Full Moon Party". Apparently there are huge parties on various beaches throughout Thailand every month to celebrate the full moon. Probably one of the craziest things I have seen. It was essentially like a New Years Eve party including fire dancers, fire works and a countdown. I can't believe they do this every month! The party started right after the sunset and lasted until 6am (I did not make it to 6am, not even close lol).

On Sunday we went snorkeling. We took a speedboat tour that took us to five surrounding islands. We snorkeled, explored the islands and visited a fish farm (with sharks and turtles!). The three of us were the only farang on the boat (Ko Samet is a popular weekend destination for local Thais due its close proximity to Bangkok) and I am pretty sure we were the laughing stock of the boat. The locals thought we were completely ridiculous. We managed to crash a Thai family picnic (we didn't know we weren't supposed to eat the food) and I managed to step on a sea urchin. I showed one of our Thai guides that I had little blue pricklies in my foot and the entire boat surrounded me and looked on in horror. The Thai man proceeded to hit my foot with the end of the snorkel gear and then put some mysterious liquid gel onto my foot. "Ok" he pronounced. Ok? Umm....Ok. Guess its not life threatening. We then almost fell into the water at the fish farm because one of the boards broke beneath us. Pretty exciting trip I must say.

On Monday morning Sandra took me to a nearby Wai (temple) that she had stumbled upon earlier in her trip. There was a gigantic Buddha statue that came out of nowhere! We were walking around admiring the temple and the Buddha statue when we were approached by a Monk. He spoke very good English and showed us how to light incense and candles to make an offering to the Buddha. He then let us walk around inside the Wai. It was a pretty amazing experience.

Overall, I would say a pretty fantastic weekend!

Thursday, October 21, 2010

apartment flooded? Oh its normal.

So last night it literally rained buckets for a soild hour. We went to the school to use the internet because we do not have wireless set up yet. I did not realize how bad it was until I walked back to my apartment. All of the neighbors were standing in the street and the water was up to my shins. I couldn't even get into my apartment because the water level was up past the door. My Thai neighbors attempted to explain to me that I could not go in because I might get electrocuted. They were also appalled that I lived by myself. Luckily I was able to stay with Olivia and Elana at their place (which also flooded but not as bad). We called our director to see what we should do but she couldn't help us because the streets were all flooded. One of the vice directors came by (I guess he lives near by) and he came to look at it. He basically waved it off and said it was no big deal. Apparently this is pretty common (especially in the rainy season) and he said it is usually worse. The water level went down after about an hour so I went to check on my place. The whole bottom level had been flooded but now was just filled with dirt and debris. Luckily all of my personal belongings were upstairs in my bedroom. There was no electricity so I had to stay with the other two girls. I am now going to go attempt to clean up everything! Oh adventures of living in Thailand.

Good Morning Teacher

I had my first day of class today! It was pretty crazy. I had three different classes. The first class was great. I was surprised by their level of English. They knew a lot more words than I was expecting (although I was teaching pretty basic stuff). It is so weird to be teaching over 50 kids in one class! When I walked in the door all of the kids stood up and said "good morning teacher". My second class was awful. The kids were really "naughty" (as all the teachers keep saying). The kids literally just talk through class and don't pay attention to what the teacher is doing. I think that this is pretty common, even with the Thai teachers. It is extremely difficult to control the class and keep their interest when there are so many of them. That was a pretty tough class. All the good girls sat in the front and all the loud rowdy boys sat in the back. I did my best to try to include all of the students but it is definitely going to be a challenge. My third class was great. They are so funny! They thought it was absolutely hilarious when I tried to pronounce their name (they all have Thai nicknames because their real names are ridiculously long.) Even their nicknames were hard to pronounce! They thought it was funny and they were teasing me all of class. They are really cute kids. Later after school I was walking by some students and they all said "Hello my name is" and then ran away laughing. I think it is going to be difficult but I also think it is going to be a lot of fun. I am glad that I got my first day out of the way and now I have a better feel for what I am supposed to be doing. Thai schools have WAY less structure than American schools which is going to take some getting used to. Overall a pretty good first day.

U-Thong School

So I arrived in U-thong on Tuesday afternoon. My school coordinator is wonderful and she took me and the other two teachers to the market so we could buy everything that we needed. She showed us around the town a little bit and then took us out to eat. On Wednesday I was able to take a tour of the school. The house where I will be living is about 1 minute walk from the school which is great! I am living in a little house by myself at the moment. It has everything that I need including a washer and dryer and hot water for showers! Amazing. I will eventually be sharing the house with another teacher from China. She is coming to teach Chinese at the school. Apparently there is a large Chinese population in U-Thong...

The school is huge and there are about 3,000 students. I got to see where my classes were going to be and we met the vice directors (there are 4). Everyone I have met here so far has been so friendly and accommodating. A few of  the Thai teachers speak English but most do not. It was really interesting walking by the students because they literally stopped and stared at me like I was an alien. My coordinator told me that they view us as celebrities because there are not a lot of foreigners in U-Thong. The kids here are SO cute and they are so curious about us. Totally bizarre. I will be teaching mateum(sp?) 2 and 5. Mateum 2 is 13-14 year olds and mateum 5 is 16-17. I am excited to find out their level of English. I will be teaching about 18 classes a week, all with 55+ students. Its going to be intense! Can't wait for the first day!

Elephants and Bamboo

The group took a day trip to Kanchanaburi, a near by province. On the way there we stopped at the "bridge over the river Kwae" which is a famous bridge from World War II. The next morning we got up early and took a trip to the Tawanee Elephant Camp. Here we all got to ride an elephant! It was such an amazing experience! It was kind of scary too. I felt like I was going to fall off of it. We took a loop that brought us through the local village and down to the river. It was so much fun!

After riding the elephant we were loaded onto a truck and driven about a mile to the river where they had local Thai guides ready with bamboo rafts. We loaded on to the rafts (about 6 of us on each one) and we just floated down the river. It was so peaceful and the scenery was amazing! We got to jump in the shallow parts of the river which was nice and refreshing on such a hot day. It was also the first day of true sunshine we've had since I have been here. Overall the whole morning was amazing. I am so lucky to have had both these experiences. I would really like to come back to Kanchanaburi. It is close to U-Thong where I will be living.

After riding elephants and bamboo rafting we were taken back to the hotel where our school coordinators were waiting to pick us up. It was kind of sad to say good-bye to the group. I met some really great people that I hope I will stay in touch with (and travel with). 

Pictures are coming soon!

Saturday, October 16, 2010

Roller Coaster

We went to the Grand Palace on Friday which is the most amazing place I have ever seen! It was built by the King of Thailand and dates back to the 1700's. Here is where they keep the Emerald Buddha, which is the most famous Buddha in Thailand. Only the King is allowed to touch the Buddha and they change his outfit 3 times a year depending on the season. It brings good luck to the people. I posted some pictures of the Grand Palace and some from Bangkok!

After touring the Grand Palace we had a welcome dinner were we met our school coordinators. I was surprised to learn that there is really no curriculum or text books so I am not really sure what I am going to be teaching.... From what we have learned so far Thai schools are very different from American schools so it is definitely going to be an adjustment. There are two other teachers at my school so that will be nice. I am not sure what to think but I am trying to keep an open mind!

Today is my last day in Bangkok. We are taking day trip outside the city tomorrow and then I will be picked up by my school on Tuesday. Excited to see where I will be living for the next 5 months! 

Thursday, October 14, 2010

Orientation

I started orientation today! There are 80 other teachers here! I have met so many people from all over the US. It is great because everyone is so spread out across Thailand so I will definitely be able to make some connections and be able to visit people around the country. We got a crash course in Thai today. It was extremely helpful learning the pronunciation. Now I just need to practice some of the phrases I learned! We also got some tips for teaching in the classroom. I am excited but also really nervous to start teaching. I get to meet the coordinators from my school tomorrow which will be nice and I  met the other two girls that are teaching at my school. Tomorrow we are going to visit the Grand Palace! So excited!

Sawatdee!

Wow what a crazy couple of days! I arrived in Bangkok Tuesday night. I met a couple of girls at the airport and we took a taxi together to the hotel. We managed to cram 4 people into a tiny car with all of our bags piled on top of us. Traffic here is crazy! There are tuk-tuks and scooters everywhere that weave in and out of traffic. I think I have almost been run over about 20 times already as there are no pedestrian walkways. There don't seem to be very many traffic laws here at all! On Wednesday I met a bunch of other teachers from the program and 22 of us set off to explore downtown Bangkok. Our hotel is pretty far from the actual city of Bangkok so it took us quite a while to get there. Imagine a huge mob of Americans walking down the Thai side streets lol. Ended up taking a commuter train that took us to the center of the city. We walked to Siam Square which is the shopping district of Bangkok. They have a HUGE shopping mall there and also a bunch of outdoor clothing markets. I  had my first taste of Pad Thai from a street vendor and it was delicious! I am definitely experiencing some culture shock. The language is so difficult to understand! Bangkok is a very overwhelming. I am really glad that I am not going to be teaching in the city. I am excited to be outside of all the hustle and bustle of Bangkok.  I have met some great people so far and I am excited to start orientation tomorrow!

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Leaving on a Jet Plane

Tomorrow morning I officially start my journey to Thailand! After about 24 hours of traveling time (ugh) I will arrive in Bangkok where I will begin a week of orientation. During this week I will  be able to meet fellow teachers, tour Bangkok and learn tips and tools for teaching English in Thailand. I am excited to learn more about the country where I will be living for the next six months! After orientation everyone will be taken to the schools where they will be teaching . I will be at the U-Thong school in the Suphanburi province outside of Bangkok.

Over the past few days I have felt an overwhelming number of emotions. I am sad to be leaving my friends and family but I am excited for this new adventure.  After packing and re-packing (about twenty times) I finally feel like I have everything that I need. I can't wait to begin this amazing journey! Well, its off to bed so I can attempt to get a good nights sleep before beginning a LONG day(s?) of traveling. My next post will be from Thailand! Hooray!

"We keep moving forward, opening new doors and doing things because we are curious and curiosity keeps leading us down new paths."

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Let the Packing Begin!

So, turns out packing for 6 months abroad is really difficult. I am stumped when it comes to what clothes to bring, what kind of shoes to wear and what other supplies I will need. Everything I have read and been told says not to pack a lot of stuff. You can buy everything over there and it will probably be cheaper. It just feels wrong to bring a half empty suitcase to the other side of the world. I have started packing the essentials so we will see how it turns out!

I am starting to get really anxious about leaving. I am ready to get on the plane already! I feel like I have been preparing for months now and I am ready to get started! I am not as nervous as I thought I would be, although  I still have a few more days for the jitters to arrive. I meet some people (through facebook) who are arriving around the same time and we are going to share a cab to the hotel together. I feel much better about arriving into Bangkok so late. I'm feeling good about things and can't wait to get on that plane!

"Own only what you can carry with you; know languages, know countries, know people. Let your memory be your travel bag"

Sunday, September 26, 2010

Bigger, Better and Brighter Things




The two week countdown has begun! As a friend recently told me, it’s on to bigger, better and brighter things. My to-do list is shrinking and I finally feel like things are falling into place. I am officially done with work so its time to focus on all of the important stuff. I had no idea that there was so much to do before leaving the country for six months, but there are certainly a lot of loose ends to tie up.

To prepare for my journey I recently bought a book on how to speak Thai. It seems like an impossible language and so far all I can say is hello, “Sawatdee”. I guess it's a start. I am going to attempt to learn a few phrases (and perhaps how to pronounce the name of the province where I will be living) before I leave. At least I can pronounce the name of the school where I will be teaching, and its not something like:
Bangplamasoongsumarnpadungwit (the name of a real school, no joke.) I don’t know how I will ever learn to speak this language!

“Travel and change of place impart new vigor to the mind”

Friday, September 17, 2010

Its Official

I got my visa in the mail today. It was a very exciting moment! It also seems kind of silly that I had to send away a whole pile of paperwork for just a simple stamp in my passport. It somehow seems more official now that I have my visa. It is starting to set in that I am really going to Thailand. This is really happening. My mind is racing with all of the to-do's and it doesn't seem possible that I will get everything done and be prepared to leave in three short weeks. My time at work is winding down. I have four more shifts left and it feels bittersweet. On one hand I can't wait to be done, but at the same time I am definitely going to miss my amazing co-workers and a lot of the girls. I am very excited to see what a classroom full of Thai kids looks like and how it compares to what I have been doing the last two years. I am getting really excited but I also can't believe it is coming up so soon!


“One’s destination is never a place, but a new way of seeing things.”

Friday, September 10, 2010

One Month


One month from now I will begin my journey to the other side of the world. I don’t think it has really set in yet that I have given up everything, including my job, apartment, and friends to travel to Thailand. Some may think that I am crazy, but I simply see it as a new exciting adventure!  I am starting to get that familiar feeling, that urge to travel, creeping over me again. Now is the time for me to start down a new path. Where this path leads I have no idea but I am certainly excited to find out!

I have never written a blog before but I decided that it would be a good place for people to follow my journey to Thailand. I will try to post as often as possible and I also plan to post a lot of pictures!  I hope you check in once and a while to see how I am doing!

I see my path, but I don't know where it leads. Not knowing where I'm going is what inspires me to travel it."